I remember several years ago playing golf at the country club where I worked having an epiphanic moment. I was finishing up a round of golf with a few members and while standing on the 18th green I had a moment in which I could feel all of the emotions associated with death: fear, anxiety, elation, separation, etc.
At that moment I sensed my mortality at such a high and real level that the emotions have stuck with me till this day. The same occurrence happened last Wednesday morning around 3 am. I awoke out of a dead sleep and was immediately aware of death and the sensations that go along with not being in this world any longer. It is incredibly difficult to describe, except to say that it is an absolute awareness of no longer being alive.
I wish I could explain the sense of separation, but I cannot express the emotions and reality with words. I think it is the separation from this world that I am most aware of when this realization occurs.
And for some reason I have two numbers that continue to pop up: 1017 and 336. I have looked up these numbers online and have interpreted them as thoroughly as an amateur numerologist is able. I broke down 1017 into 10 and 17 and here is what I came up with:
The number ten actually reduces down to the number 1 with the 0 being an amplifier. The number 1 represents change in my life and the 0 amplifies that change and infers an element of good luck (This I like!). The number 17 is a highly spiritual number and infers that an individual will rise above trials and difficulties of life due to an elevated spiritual nature. Many who come under these energies have extremely high psychic and clairvoyant abilities. The number 17 refers to “immortality” in the sense that works that are done during one’s lifetime will live on in the form of a legacy.
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For the number 336 I will defer to Sacred Scribes Angel Numbers:
Number 336 is a blend of the attributes of number 3 appearing twice, amplifying its influences and relating to the Master Number 33, and the vibrations of number 6. Number 3 brings its energies of self-expression and communication, optimism and enthusiasm, skills and talents, friendliness and sociability, growth, expansion and the principles of increase, manifesting and manifestation. Number 3 also carries the vibrations of the Ascended Masters. Master Number 33 symbolizes the principle of guidance, compassion, blessings, the teacher of teachers, martyrdom, inspiration, honesty, discipline, bravery and courage. When expressed to the fullest, Master Number 33 focuses upon the spiritual uplifting of mankind. Number 6 relates to providing and provision, possessions, status and the monetary aspects, service and domesticity, love of home and family, caring and nurturing, responsibility and reliability, honesty and integrity.
Angel Number 336 brings a message of reassurance that your material and monetary needs will be met as you serve your life purpose and fulfill your spiritual destiny. Give any fears or concerns to the angels for healing and transmutation and trust that you will be angelically guided as to your next steps. Know that you are being supported, surrounded and loved and all is being taken care of for your highest good.
I have never been into numbers, but these two numbers show up every single day, multiple times to such an extent that I can no longer ignore them. I know there are those “realist” that ignore such happenings, but I believe there exists a realm to which we are able to “glimpse” into on occasion, but are never able to truly appreciate.
At any rate, it has been interesting investigating what these numbers could represent and I learned a little about numerology at the same time! And I always love learning about something new.
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