Everyone has different goals, dreams and aspirations for their life. Ever since I was a little girl my biggest dream for my life was to be a mommy. I couldn’t wait to be a mom.

I was going to be the best mom there ever was in the entire world, loving my children       more than I was ever loved and treating them kindly and making them feel like they were the most special children, treating them in ways that I was never treated. Once I became a mom, my life would be so perfect and I would be forever happy, so I thought.

I was teaching Special Education when I became pregnant with my first child at the age of 28 years old. I always loved the beauty of the miracle of pregnancy and I loved my beautiful baby growing inside of me inside of my tummy.

However…