My A – Z Codependency Challenge – Z

Diary of a Recovering Codependent

Zadtig

Well here we are, finally! I can’t believe I made it through the alphabet! I will have one last post tomorrow to wrap up this silly little A – Z challenge.

I was trying to find some Z words that would be different from the normal everyday Z words we use and I came across one that triggered some really harsh feeling within me.

Zadtig – of a woman :  having a full rounded figure :  pleasingly plump

Now I would certainly describe myself as zadtig today and it is true but when I was in highschool, I was NOT! However, years of people telling me that I was “pleasingly plump”, “fat” and “ugly” fed my belief that I was. And when you hold the belief that you are zadtig and ugly you feel like a BIG FAT  ZERO.

I was in my early 20’s when I started gaining…

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